Letter

Letter

This one is for you,
my first stupid love that never came true.
I love you.
I miss you.
I adore you.
You inspired me in so many things,
even though you'll never know about that.
I hope you good,
I want you good.
Because I am not.
I don't hate you.
At this moment, I hate myself.
You never did anything to take the blame.
I'll try to go on.
I'll make myself keep moving
to somewhere I don't know.
Just hoping that someday,
even without my awareness,
you'll think a little bit about me.
I think that's the reason I want to write so badly.
I won't be waiting for you,
because it's totally impossible to happen,
but I'll take you with every piece of my being.
Luv Ya!!!